no matter how much fucked-up life gets. somehow, it surprisingly, and seemingly reminds me, leaving my no-good-for-nothing-atheist-ass awestruck, dumbfounded, amazed, confused, overwhelmed, and questioning once again, … the whole kit and kaboodle thingie, called life!

how did I get here
and what went wrong
couldn’t handle forgiveness
now I’m far beyond gone
and please just save me if you can
from my blasphemy in my wasteland