I mean it! Countlessly thanking my Angel over and over… only confirms there IS A GOD!! And, my Angel – be proud… I’ve been blessed having you watching over me! Again, THANK YOU GOD!!
no matter how much fucked-up life gets. somehow, it surprisingly, and seemingly reminds me, leaving my no-good-for-nothing-atheist-ass awestruck, dumbfounded, amazed, confused, overwhelmed, and questioning once again, … the whole kit and kaboodle thingie, called life!
how did I get here
and what went wrong
couldn’t handle forgiveness
now I’m far beyond gone
and please just save me if you can
from my blasphemy in my wasteland
looks like the Holy Ghost is gone
over your shoulder you have to watch Heaven fall into Hell
… sorry Jimi, takin’ ’bout Jehovah here … not that I endorse ANY religion, or prescribe to the concept of organized religion for that matter … ’cause I motherfucking DON’T … and I ain’t lookin’ for Holy Rollers to click [follow] so please don’t … it’s not like one’s better (or worse) than any other … and for the record, I’m affiliated with none … and PROUDLY lettin’ ya know. I do believe in a higher power, am extremely aware and attuned to daily occurrences in my life that are outta the ordinary and difficult to explain, and while not sure how to classify it … maybe it’s God, (or A God) … maybe not, I dunno, but I do believe there’s more to this (life, I mean) than this!! Today (in my eyes) was proof of it … and my first thought was … Sham … but thinking and rethinking it deeper and further, backpedaling to the beginning … realized it WAS Angelo who set the wheels of this wonderful day in motion. Thanks for comin’a-knockin’ when you did … and thank you for the literature, and good luck helping/guiding others in your noble pursuit. Hmmm, Angelo – that means Angel, no?!?! And in a life comes full circle, a yinn’-yangin’ pushme-pullme equilibrium spiritual kinda way … attribute today’s good fortune to you my friend!!
sometimes I wish to God I didn’t know now things I didn’t know then
… and give me something to believe in