danistrulytheman

I'm STILL a self confessing, self professing know-it-all, or so I think!

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and it’s been awhile since I could hold my head up high

and it’s been awhile
since I first saw you
and it’s been awhile
since I could stand on my own two feet again
and it’s been awhile
since I could call you

and everything I can’t remember
as fucked up as it all may seem
the consequences that I’ve rendered
I’ve stretched myself beyond my means

and it’s been awhile
since I can say that I wasn’t addicted
and it’s been awhile
since I can say I love myself as well
and it’s been awhile
since I’ve gone and fucked things up just like I always do
and it’s been awhile
but all that shit seems to disappear when I’m with you

and everything I can’t remember
as fucked up as it all may seem
the consequences that I’ve rendered
I’ve gone and fucked things up again

why must I feel this way
just make this go away
just one more peaceful day

and it’s been awhile
since I could look at myself straight
and it’s been awhile
since I said I’m sorry
and it’s been awhile
since I’ve seen the way the candles light your face
and it’s been awhile
but I can still remember just the way you taste

and everything I can’t remember
as fucked up as it all may seem to be I know it’s me
I cannot blame this on my father
he did the best he could for me

and it’s been awhile
since I could hold my head up high
and it’s been awhile
since I said I’m sorry


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18888

lucky number! days I’ve been alive – give or take (didn’t think I’d post on the actual day did ya, lol)! and today, find out purely by dumb luck, it’s luckier than I previously thought – is exactly one month left enduring his stupidity/idiocy. meanwhile, gonna take the high road … will keep on smiling, and savouring those extra-sheckels I’ll be pocketing till his caboose gets kicked! 18888 y’all!


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I sign my name with a Capital G

Well I used to stand for something
But forgot what that could be
There’s a lot of me inside you
Maybe you’re afraid to see