please God please I’ll pay any cost
if you’d just stop the world cause I wanna get off
there’s too much hardship there’s too much pain
there’s too many motherfuckers tryin’ to get in my brain
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I’ve kicked the habit, shed my skin, this is the new stuff!
I go dancing in, we go dancing in!
everywhere, freaks and hairies dykes and fairies, tell me where is sanity
life is funny skies are sunny, bees make honey who needs money
I’d love to change the world but I don’t know what to do
so I’ll leave it up to you
I can’t feel my life. Makes me wanna cry.
How bad I feel inside. Like I wanna die.
Can’t explain – won’t apologize.
Destination unknown. Wreckage in tow.
Depression grows. I have no home.
Rikki don’t lose that number
You don’t wanna call nobody else
Send it off in a letter to yourself
Rikki don’t lose that number
It’s the only one you own
You might use it if you feel better
When you get home
I feel the question of your loneliness
confide ’cause I’ll be on your side
you know I will, you know I will
my friends are so distressed
and standing on the brink of emptiness
no words I know of to express
this emptiness
Make up your mind and I’ll make up mine. Don’t worry about me, I’ll be fine!
Those words that you said to me, why wasn’t I listening?
and do this for the last time, and do this for the last time, and do this for the last time
Don’t arrange to have me sent to no asylum I’m just as sane as anyone!
It’s a just a game I play for fun – for fun!
I got nothing to lose if I speak my mind I don’t care anymore I don’t care no more!
Well you can tell everyone I’m a down disgrace
Drag my name all over the place
I don’t care anymore
You can tell everybody ’bout the state I’m in
You won’t catch me crying ’cause I just can’t win
I don’t care anymore I don’t care anymoreI don’t care what you say
I don’t play the same games you play
Drag my name all over the place
I don’t care anymore
You can tell everybody ’bout the state I’m in
You won’t catch me crying ’cause I just can’t win
I don’t care anymore I don’t care anymoreI don’t care what you say
I don’t play the same games you play
‘Cause I’ve been talking to the people that you call your friends
And it seems to me there’s a means to an end
They don’t care anymore
And as for me I can sit here and bide my time
I got nothing to lose if I speak my mind
I don’t care anymore I don’t care no moreI don’t care what you say
We never played by the same rules anywayI won’t be there anymore
Get out of my way
Let me by
I got better things to do with my time
I don’t care anymore I don’t care anymore
I don’t care anymore I don’t care anymore
And it seems to me there’s a means to an end
They don’t care anymore
And as for me I can sit here and bide my time
I got nothing to lose if I speak my mind
I don’t care anymore I don’t care no moreI don’t care what you say
We never played by the same rules anywayI won’t be there anymore
Get out of my way
Let me by
I got better things to do with my time
I don’t care anymore I don’t care anymore
I don’t care anymore I don’t care anymore
Well I don’t care now what you say
‘Cause every day I’m feeling fine with myself
And I don’t care now what you say
Ayayay I’ll do alright by myself
‘Cause I know
‘Cause I remember all the times I tried so hard
And you laughed in my face ’cause you held the cards
Don’t care anymore
And I really ain’t bothered what you think o’ me
‘Cause all I want of you is just a let me be
I don’t care anymore you hear I don’t care no more
I don’t care what you say
I never did believe you much anyway
I won’t be there no more so get out of my way
Let me by I got better things to do with my time
I don’t care anymore
You hear I don’t care anymore I don’t care no more
You listening I don’t care no more no more
You know I don’t care anymore
No more no more no more no more no more no more no more no more no more no more no more no more no no more
and you may find yourself living in a shotgun shack
and you may find yourself in another part of the world
and you may find yourself behind the wheel of a large automobile
and you may find yourself in a beautiful house, with a beautiful wife
and you may ask yourself-well…how did I get here?
and you may find yourself behind the wheel of a large automobile
and you may find yourself in a beautiful house, with a beautiful wife
and you may ask yourself-well…how did I get here?
letting the days go by/let the water hold me down
letting the days go by/water flowing underground
into the blue again/after the money’s gone
once in a lifetime/water flowing underground.
and you may ask yourself
how do I work this?
and you may ask yourself
where is that large automobile?
and you may tell yourself
this is not my beautiful house!
and you may tell yourself
this is not my beautiful wife!
letting the days go by/let the water hold me down
letting the days go by/water flowing underground
into the blue again/after the money’s gone
once in a lifetime/water flowing underground.
same as it ever was…same as it ever was…same as it ever was…
same as it ever was…same as it ever was…same as it ever was…
same as it ever was…same as it ever was…
water dissolving…and water removing
there is water at the bottom of the ocean
carry the water at the bottom of the ocean
remove the water at the bottom of the ocean!
letting the days go by/let the water hold me down
letting the days go by/water flowing underground
into the blue again/in the silent water
under the rocks and stones/there is water underground.
letting the days go by/let the water hold me down
letting the days go by/water flowing underground
into the blue again/after the money’s gone
once in a lifetime/water flowing underground.
and you may ask yourself
what is that beautiful house?
and you may ask yourself
where does that highway go?
and you may ask yourself
am I right?…Am I wrong?
and you may tell yourself
MY GOD!…WHAT HAVE I DONE?
letting the days go by/let the water hold me down
letting the days go by/water flowing underground
into the blue again/in the silent water
under the rocks and stones/there is water underground.
letting the days go by/let the water hold me down
letting the days go by/water flowing underground
into the blue again/after the money’s gone
once in a lifetime/water flowing underground.
same as it ever was…same as it ever was…same as it ever was…
same as it ever was…same as it ever was…same as it ever was…
same as it ever was…same as it ever was…
but something that was not meant to be is done, and this is the start of what was.
it’s the end of the something I did not want to end, beginning of hard times to come.
but something that was not meant to be is done, and this is the start of what was.
it’s the end of the something I did not want to end, beginning of hard times to come.
but something that was not meant to be is done, and this is the start of what was.
it’s the end of the something I did not want to end, beginning of hard times to come.
but something that was not meant to be is done, and this is the start of what was.
it’s the end of the something I did not want to end, beginning of hard times to come.
but something that was not meant to be is done, and this is the start of what was.
but something that was not meant to be is done, and this is the start of what was.
it’s the end of the something I did not want to end, beginning of hard times to come.
but something that was not meant to be is done, and this is the start of what was.
it’s the end of the something I did not want to end, beginning of hard times to come.
but something that was not meant to be is done, and this is the start of what was.
it’s the end of the something I did not want to end, beginning of hard times to come.
but something that was not meant to be is done, and this is the start of what was.
… today’s 420!!
show me the power child I’d like to say that I’m down on my knees today
it gives me the butterflies gives me away till I’m up on my feet again
I’ve been walking Central Park singing after dark people think I’m craaazzzy
I’ve been hanging on the phone I’ve been sleeping all alone
I want to kiss you
get it while you can
don’t you know when you’re loving anybody baby
you’re taking a gamble on a little sorrow
but then who cares baby
’cause we may not be here tomorrow no
and if anybody should come along
she gonna give you her love and affection
I’d say get it while you can yeah
hey hey get it while you can
hey hey get it while you can
we are family
This post is of recent thoughts and ramblings, a few pics from last night as well. Strap yourselves in, hold on tight!!
Tomorrow marks one month my life changed. I have never professed to believe in God, but I always knew someone was/is watching over me. I know many of these occurrences where I feel being helped in my life can easily be dismissed as pure dumb luck, etc.. Fair enough. This sensation of having my own Angel has been with me for a long time, pushing 30 years – where things happen that help me, that I don’t believe are random or is any reasonable explanation for. I won’t fully expound on this latest one, getting into specifics, I have trouble identifying with the masses, conventional thinkers. I get frustrated with wading pools, I’m the Marianas Trench. That’s the truth folks, not arrogance. If I told you about my latest, most definitive proof my Angel exists, sure all I’d get would be “that’s cool”, “wow, weird” at best. That would frustrate the fuck outta me, so I’ll be mum, keeping everything close to my vest. Better this way, trust me … y’all swim near the surface, I’ll keep deep! Since this whole thing happened, since we met, the way we met, the circumstances surrounding it … every detail, I examine the minutiae, every nuance, every possibility, how, and why?! There is NO OTHER explanation … I have an Angel! Btw, technically was the 11th, but really the 12th. What a day … white wine, beer, and Chinese food! Six and a half hours never disappeared so quickly!
Four days later. Again!
Hells motherfucking yes!! More wine, more beer. No Chinese food, not for lack of trying. It was a Tuesday night, and all closed up shop. Our next time together was last night. My Christmas. I’ve spent 20+ years celebrating Christmas on the 24th, I’ll be damned, I did it again! And, we did Chinese again, lol!
LOVE THIS!! You waltz in, hook up your phone, your playlist like you own the place, AND crank it. No volume police here!
Flowers, food, drinks, good times … and dog, lol!
I met you a dozen days ago. You are my friend, last night, I went further and designated us family. Why not? Being fully aware of the pitfalls, the precariousness, the tenuousness of the word supposedly exemplifying union, togetherness, forgiveness?! It’s all a crock of shit, trust me. Don’t believe that crap, fall into that trap for a second y’all! However long this thing we have lasts, you are my family. I have proof too. My recently arrived in the mail Air Miles membership provided me with a supplementary card to give to a family member, obviously encouraging more shopping, more points. Points be damned, I couldn’t have been happier giving it to you knowing I’m in your wallet, always close by. From now to then, whenever then is … WE ARE FAMILY!!
My Family!
(wearing her xmas gifts. gloves, panties, and Angel)
my head is like lettuce
go on dig your thumbs in I cannot stop giving
sense of security like pockets jingling
midlife crisis
yay, NYC again!!
… remember my second-to-last-indulgence I mentioned? prolly not, eh, lol? well, finally arrived! it’s from john varvatos … and, no my local store had/has absolutely none in stock, so ordering online was the only mofo option. I gave poor Mijon waaaaay too much grief ’cause of my troubles, but I did send a private email kinda saying so, dude was only doing his job, wasn’t his fault JV website was fucked to shit. finally free shipping was up and running (free returns too, no questions asked – I know, lol). all’s well that ends well!
hey now, I’m an all*star … and all that glitters is gold
there’s a magic running through your soul
but you can’t have it all
I need something good to get me through the day, Ooooo help me Lord there’s gotta be a better way
I need something good to get me through the day
Ooooo help me Lord there’s got to be a better way
I need something good to get me through the day
Ooooo help me Lord there’s got to be a better way
[There’s gotta be a better way]
I need something good to get me through the day
Ooooo help me Lord there’s got to be a better way
[There’s got to be a better way]
you are the one who’s got your back ’til the last deed’s done.
he’s gotta make sure he’s not lonely, not broke.
it’s enough to worry about keeping his own head above.
everyone’s a cunt in this life, no one’s there for me.
danistrulytheman 