it comes and it goes, boy don’t you know
I’ve seen dark skies, never like this
walked on some thin ice, never like this
it comes and it goes, boy don’t you know
I’ve seen dark skies, never like this
walked on some thin ice, never like this
When we gamble with our time we choose our destiny
I’m flirtin’ with disaster every day
I knew it was a simple case of agreeing to our deal from way back
but she’s trying to tap me up for more money
she says it’s not like that and I’m like fuck off and die
and stick up my two fingers and one more to make three
when you’re all in pain and you feel the rain come down
oh it’s all right
when you find your way then you see it disappear
it’s all right
you call me a fool
you say it’s a crazy scheme
this one’s for real
I already bought the dream
… call me Deacon Blues
but something that was not meant to be is done,
and this is the start of what was.
i’ve got 99 problems but a bitch ain’t one
shut up when i’m talking to you
shut up
shut up
shut up
shut up when i’m talking to you
shut up
shut up
shut up
shut up
i’m about to break
no matter how much fucked-up life gets. somehow, it surprisingly, and seemingly reminds me, leaving my no-good-for-nothing-atheist-ass awestruck, dumbfounded, amazed, confused, overwhelmed, and questioning once again, … the whole kit and kaboodle thingie, called life!
how did I get here
and what went wrong
couldn’t handle forgiveness
now I’m far beyond gone
and please just save me if you can
from my blasphemy in my wasteland
I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve felt so long
(Erase all the pain till it’s gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else, until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything till I break away from me
I will break away, I’ll find myself today
Run and tell all of the angels
This could take all night
Think I need a devil to help me get things right
Hook me up a new revolution
‘Cause this one is a lie
We sat around laughing and watched the last one die
I’m looking to the sky to save me
Looking for a sign of life
Looking for something to help me burn out bright
I’m looking for a complication
Looking ’cause I’m tired of trying