… more trials, more tribulations – no quarter asked, none given … 1114 days/721 posts … the full motherfucking monty for y’all … and STILL lettin’ it roll …
Category Archives: songs
if you want to get your soul to heaven trust in me
now don’t you judge or question
you are broken now but faith can heal you
just do everything I tell you to do
Jesus Christ why don’t you come save my life now
open my eyes blind me with your light now
choices always were a problem for you
what you need is someone strong to guide you
deaf and blind and dumb and born to follow
what you need is someone strong to guide you
like me like me like me like me
I got a dachshund and I can still get high
… I can play the guitar like a motherfucking riot!!
Kinda reposting ’bout the best dog who ever lived, and ONLY for her AND only ’cause of her hoping there’s an afterlife, it’s … What I Got …
Livin’ with Lilly dog’s the only way to stay sane
Well life is too short so love the one you got
‘Cause you might get runover or you might get shot
Never start no static I just get it off my chest
Never had to battle with no bulletproof vest
Take a small example take a tip from me
Take all of your money give it all to charity
Love is what I got it’s within my reach
and give me something to believe in if there’s a Lord above
forgive me for what I’ve done there ’cause I never meant the things I did
sometimes I wish to God I didn’t know now things I didn’t know then
… and give me something to believe in
why don’t you ask me what it feels like to be a freak?
in the mouth of madness
down in the darkness
no more tomorrow
down in the hollow
well I just looked in the mirror and things aren’t looking so good
well I can’t get any lower still I feel I’m sinking
show me the power child I’d like to say that I’m down on my knees today
yeah it gives me the butterflies gives me away till I’m up on my feet again
we are all on drugs yeah
and you put on your headphones
and you step into the zone when you’re on drugs
give me some of that stuff – wooooooh
… outta my brain y’all – 5:15 😉
there’s a lot of me inside you maybe you’re afraid to see
you pushed a button … those motherfuckers didn’t last too long
I’m sick of hearing ’bout the “have’s” and the “have not’s”
have some personal accountability
the biggest problem with the way that we’ve been doing things is
the more we let you have the less that I’ll be keeping for me
don’t give a shit about no temperature in Guatemala
don’t really see what all the fuss is about
ain’t gonna worry about no future generations and no
I’m sure somebody gonna figure it out
don’t try to tell me that some power can corrupt a person
you haven’t had enough to know what it’s like
you’re only angry ’cause you wish you were in my position
now nod your head because you know that I’m right … alright!
well I used to stand for something forgot what that could be
well I used to stand for something now I’m on my hands and knees
part of where I’m going is knowing where I’m coming from
I don’t want to be anything other than what I’ve been trying to be lately
all I have to do
is think of me and I have peace of mind
I’m tired of looking ’round rooms
wondering what I’ve got to do
or who I’m supposed to be
I don’t want to be anything other than me
I’m surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I’m surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn
I’m surrounded by identity crisis everywhere I turn
Are I the only one who noticed?
I can’t be the only one who’s learned!
yeah runnin’ down a dream that never would come to me
I felt so good like anything was possible
there’s something good waitin’ down this road
I’m picking up whatever is mine
3 years – 700 posts!!
Got this party started Sept. 17/09 … and 700 posts later, I’m still here!! 3motherfuckingand7fuckinghundred … WOW … quite an achievement if I do boastingly say so myself … and since it’s MY blog … I DO!! No time left now for shame, horizon behind me, no more pain … and was a lot of time passing and hard efforts that got me here, methinks I have a chest-thumping, slapping myself on the back right despite likely lazy-assed naysaying from a petty jealous unaccomplished lot – you can do better, then do better – don’t be raggin’ ‘n rainin’ on my parade!! 2-3 weeks ago realized my three year anniversary was nearing, AND was approaching 700 posts … instinctively syncing-the-deuce … plotting plus planning offing 2 milestone birds with 1 brick began – and with mind doing double-time duty, and fingers pounding the keyboard was able to get there. Love scrolling down my homepage and spying my archive column (thing’s a motherfucking mile long – puts a grin on my puss,lol)!! Don’t know what the future holds in danistrulythemanland … don’t care – right now I’m soaking this all in, just wanna savour today’s flavour!! Snapped this shot last week-end, my pics mean a lot to me, this one more – with my front facing iPhone camera too, something I NEVER EVER do, strange eh?! S’ok folks, sure y’all know by now – strange suits me motherfucking fine!!
mama they try and break me
still the window burns
time so slowly turns
don’t want your aid
but the fist I’ve made
for years can’t hold or feel
no I’m not all me
so please excuse me
while I tend to how I feel
please mother mercy take me from this place
and the long-winded curses I hear in my head
I never wanted
to write these words down for you
with the pages of phrases
of things we’ll never do
so I blow out the candle
and I put you to bed
since you can’t say to me now
how the dogs broke your bone
there’s just one thing left to be said
say hello to heaven
it’s a war inside my head, I take a day off I’ll be dead
a dark black past is my
most valued possession
hindsight is always 20-20
looking back it’s still a bit fuzzy
feeling claustrophobic
like the walls are closing in
blood stains on my hands
and I don’t know where I’ve been
I’m in trouble for the things
I haven’t got to yet
I’m sharpening the ax
and my palms are getting wet
sweating bullets
I’ll move to Paris, shoot some heroin, fuck with the stars
You man the island and the cocaine and the elegant cars
I’m feeling rough, I’m feeling raw, I’m in the prime of my life
We’ll choke on our vomit and that will be the end
We were fated to pretend
To pretend
We’re fated to pretend
To pretend
some days I don’t know if I am wrong or right
[Preface: been lovin’ song a lot lately. and that’s ok, music is good for the soul.]
I got some tricks you’d be amazed
I got the Seven Seas Blues
When I find my peace of mind
And I am not frightened of dying, anytime will do
… I don’t mind. Why should I be frightened of dying?
There’s no reason for it, you’ve gotta go sometime
in the middle of a world on a fishhook
hey you said you would love to try some
hey you said you would love to die some
swallowed sorrowed
I’m with everyone and yet not
I’m with everyone and yet not
I’m with everyone and yet
just wanted to be myself

