I'm STILL a self confessing, self professing know-it-all, or so I think!

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I’ve had a hell of a time since I went away

All dreams have died, along the way
I coughed up the price, I bought a cage
I’ve had a hell of a time since I went away
Don’t know when I died, or where to lay down

Gone, gone away
Yeah gone, gone away

God knows I’ve tried, I’m dyed in pain
Strong yet simple drive, the freedom to say
I’ve had a hell of a time since I went away
Homing on traces of light, that distance fades

Yeah I’m gone, gone away
Yeah I’m gone, gone away

So they say with time, we slowly heal
I caught a flash of your smile, through the fog of a dream
I’ll have a hell of a time, I clearly see
I can’t be by your side, I’ll see you when I sleep

Now you’re gone…gone away
Yeah you’re gone…gone away

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I found bliss in ignorance

I cannot take this anymore
Saying everything I’ve said before
All these words they make no sense
Everything you say to me
And I’m about to break
I need a little room to breathe
And I’m about to break
Over and over again
Just like before

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Who’s the one that makes you happy?

Or maybe, who’s the one always on your mind?
And who is the reason you’re living for?
Who’s the reason for your smile?

Everyone needs somebody.
And you know, everybody needs someone.
Well and yes it’s true!
Everybody needs a special kind of love.
And you’re the only one I’m thinking of.
You mean the world to me.
You are my only!

It’s not whatcha got it’s what you give.
It ain’t the life you choose it’s the life you live.
It’s only what you give, only what you give, only what you give,
It’s not whatcha got, a but the life you live.
It’s the life you live.

Going crazy outta my head, going crazy,
Outta my head.


My fave selfie!! An oldie, but def STILL a goodie!

why can’t forever be forever and nothing more?


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but we can get there if we try

it seems there’s something deep inside of you
and I can tell that you’ve been lonely
and you’ve had hard times too

cause we believed for nothing it seems
and now it’s shattered all apart and like a broken heart
it’s the end it’s a start

I don’t wanna talk about that anymore when there’s nothing going on and something should be done

and I wanna live if I have to die
if I have to die if I have to die

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And give me something to believe in if there’s a Lord above

I tried all night not to break down and cry as the tears rolled down my face
I felt so cold and empty like a lost soul out of place
And the mirror mirror on the wall sees my smile it fades again

Sometimes I wish to God I didn’t know now the things I didn’t know then

… and give me something to believe in

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and everything I can remember is fucked up as it all may seem

the consequences that were rendered

and it’s been awhile
since I’ve seen the way
the candles light your face
and it’s been awhile
but I can still remember
just the way you taste


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I heard a little girl and what she said was something beautiful

to give your love no matter what
is what she said

I love all of you
hurt by the cold
so hard and lonely too
when you don’t know yourself

my friends are so distressed
and standing on the brink of emptiness
no words I know of to express
this emptiness

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what’s it called when you always have your mouth open??

… goofy?! JOKING JOKING … talking ’bout the inability to close your mouth, having a open mouth perpetually! Waiting my turn in line at the grocery store, saw a cashier having this condition/infliction, and it’s something you don’t see often. She did have big/lots of teeth … ain’t even sure that’s the cause?! Anyways, did feel bad for her … life’s hard enough without enduring that shit … sorry honey!

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And I’ll keep this world from draggin’ me down

Well I won’t back down, no I won’t back down
You could stand me up at the gates of hell, but I won’t back down

Well I know what’s right, I got just one life
In a world that keeps on pushin’ me around
But I’ll stand my ground and I won’t back down

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My life has been a nightmare my soul is fractured to the bone

I cannot save you I can’t even save myself
But I am not your saviour I am just as fucked as you

Please don’t take pity on me
Please don’t take pity on me
Please don’t take pity on me
Please don’t take pity on me