danistrulytheman

I'm STILL a self confessing, self professing know-it-all, or so I think!


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a HUGE pain in the ass!!

I only learnt about this by googling my girl Natalie Morales running The Boston Marathon. Apparently, she was diagnosed w/ proximal hamstring injury – proximal hamstring tear – high hamstring tendinitis … (different names for it) causing her great pain/discomfort. I did some reading on the subject, and it’s definitely a runner’s infliction (ooh, the crosses we bear, lol) … and I HAVE IT!! Well, I have similar symptoms, I can’t sit for prolonged periods without feeling excruciating pain in my rear! And, this all started when I resumed running this year, so putting 2+2 together, I assume it’s related. I haven’t been diagnosed yet by a doctor (yeah yeah … am going, lol), but I’m hoping *fingers crossed*, what I have is something not as serious and will eventually self-heal w/ time. Funny thing is, that I really don’t notice it much in terms of pain when I run – maybe 5% if I had to quantify it, But man, when I’m sitting on my ass, it’s def 100%, and soon as I get a chance, need to get up and walk around for relief!! Maybe should read: Butt man, lol!


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but we can get there if we try

it seems there’s something deep inside of you
and I can tell that you’ve been lonely
and you’ve had hard times too

cause we believed for nothing it seems
and now it’s shattered all apart and like a broken heart
it’s the end it’s a start

I don’t wanna talk about that anymore when there’s nothing going on and something should be done

and I wanna live if I have to die
if I have to die if I have to die


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and everything I can remember is fucked up as it all may seem

the consequences that were rendered

and it’s been awhile
since I’ve seen the way
the candles light your face
and it’s been awhile
but I can still remember
just the way you taste

 


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By this time tomorrow, I’ll be taking pills for pain

By this time tomorrow, I won’t love you like today
By this time tomorrow, I’ll fear the break of day

By this time tomorrow, I’ll have pissed away my pay
By this time tomorrow, I’ll be lonely yet again

Don’t you leave me, like you did before
I know I hurt you, when I said I needed more

By this time tomorrow, you’ll aim to miss your foot
By this time tomorrow, I’ll barely even look

By this time tomorrow, you’ll do what you been told
By this time tomorrow, you’ll get back to the cold

I’m gonna leave you, like I did before
You know you hurt me, when you said you needed more

By this time tomorrow, I’ll add wrinkles to my face
By this time tomorrow, I’ll only have a taste

By this time tomorrow, I’ll be nearly falling down
By this time tomorrow, you’ll be trying to dodge the ground

Don’t you leave me, like you did before
I know I hurt you, when I said I needed more

By this time tomorrow, I’ll be taking pills for pain
By this time tomorrow, I swear I’ll be okay

By this time tomorrow, you’ll bend me ’till I fold
By this time tomorrow, I’ll say goodbye cruel world

Don’t you leave me, like you did before
I know I hurt you, when I said I needed more


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par four motherfucker whatcha gonna do?

with my bottle of Jack and my shotgun strapped
I went looking for fame and yo I never went back

please God please I’ll pay any cost
if you’d just stop the world ’cause I wanna get off
there’s too much hardship there’s too much pain
there’s too many motherfuckers tryin’ to get in my brain

now I’ve been walkin’ the Earth since the beginning of time
and won’t leave till I’ve received that seventh sign
all this talk they’re gonna drop the bomb
but life keeps going on and on and on and on
the world’s end don’t worry me
and I’m gonna get where I’m going just don’t hurry me
’cause I’m in no rush and I can’t stand rushin’
everything’s slow motion like I’m trippin’ on tussin

I’ll save myself you save the fucking rainforest


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goodbye the future’s sold out, there’s no use screaming, who thought we’d ever get this far

I know you must be upset I can’t find meaning
I’m sorry we’re sorry we’re all scared all scared

hey is anybody home
has anybody wasted tears on loneliness that everyone becomes

… sorry, link appears broken (?!?!) … quickie edit fix – adding viewing pleasure vid, lol. 😎


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Did I disappoint you? Or leave a bad taste in your mouth?

Is it getting better? Or do you feel the same?
Will it make it easier on you now? You got someone to blame

Well did I ask too much? More than a lot
You gave me nothing. Now it’s all I got
We’re one. But we’re not the same
See we hurt each other. Then we do it again
And I can’t be holding on to what you got
When all you got is hurt


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I hurt myself today to see if I still feel

I focus on the pain the only thing that’s real
The needle tears a hole the old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away but I remember everything

What have I become my sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away in the end
You could have it all my empire of dirt
I will let you down I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of shit upon my liar’s chair
Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time the feelings disappear
You are someone else I am still right here


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and tomorrow we might wake on the other side

~don’t look at me~

every day is so wonderful
then suddenly it’s hard to breathe
now and then I get insecure
from all the pain I’m so ashamed

I am beautiful no matter what they say
words can’t bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
yes words can’t bring me down oh no
so don’t you bring me down today

you are beautiful no matter what they say
words can’t bring you down oh no
you are beautiful in every single way
yes words can’t bring you down oh no
so don’t you bring me down today

’cause we are beautiful no matter what they say
yes words won’t bring us down oh no
we are beautiful in every single way
yes words can’t bring us down oh no
so don’t you bring me down today


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know it sounds funny but I just can’t stand the pain

seems to me girl you know I done all I can
you see I begged stole and I borrowed

I wanna be high so high
I wanna be free to know the things I do are right
I wanna be free – just me

why in the world would anybody put chains on me?

everybody wants me to be what they want me to be

… is why I’m easy – easy like Sunday morning