walking down this rocky road wondering where my life is leading
rolling on to the bitter end
finding out along the way what it takes to keep love living
now I’m on my feet again better things are bound to happen
all my dues surely must be paid
many miles and many tears times were hard but now they’re changing
you should know that I’m not afraid
Love that once hung on the wall
Used to mean something but now it means nothing
There’s only one thing left here to say
Love’s never too late
you said you were mine then you up and went away, I thought we were fine guess you thought differently that day
it’s no big thing really I’m doing fine by myself, it’s just that sometimes I feel like I’ve died and gone to hell
don’t like this feeling and I don’t like the state I’m in, what is the problem with my head
just a matter time till I learn to carry on, just a matter of time till I sing another song
one of these days you’ll wake up and you’ll realize, when it comes down to it babe we should have never said goodbye
don’t like this feeling and I don’t like the state I’m in, what is the problem with my head
How many of you really understand life’s meaning and experiences? I swear not too many! I see things occur, that to me are mind-blowingly motherfucking awesome, and others don’t see a fucking thing? And when, I try explaining to them what just miraculously happened (sorry, Tiff & S for the singling out; but you guys just stood there jaws dropped clueless), they STILL don’t get/see it – a double whammy missed life-learning opportunity, lol! I think most people are oblivious because the special people giving/sending us messages/helping us to understand, aren’t the people others usually give a second thought/glance to. Tip to y’all; quit ogling good-looking, well to do people, eagerly listening to all the bull-crap coming from their beautiful clothes wearing mouths! They don’t have any answers, look elsewhere, is all I’m saying. I do!
This snowball started rolling with my enrolling in a Community College (I graduated head of the class btw; prof told me so) course last summer. Even that, the way I found it online, its immediacy, the fact it wasn’t filled … the way it all fell into perfect place – all these things had special meaning, and I certainly wasn’t lost on it then, nor am I now! Fast forward half a year to last week, and my sit down chit-chat with my girl Jennie, offering her insightful wisdom, and in a matter of a few days, I’m able to accomplish what I wanted to, but hadn’t in all those previous months since I graduated (I did say, numero uno, eh, lol?)!! Stop reading and think about that for a minute! That’s some fucked-up powerful life shit going on … and I SEE it. I SAW it all unfolding in front of my very eyes! And while, I know this is only a baby step in the baby grand scheme of things, to me it’s a fresh start, a new beginning … Rome wasn’t built in a day bitches … And if ya’ll can’t see that, and its significance, then you don’t get what I’m talkin’ ’bout Willis!! TAGDNTOAG!!
What if I say I will never surrender?
see who can be your lover man
conscience bleeding in a song
guilty as the day is long
goodbye
yay you’re going to live for your own
you say you got all the sordid details
check out retail
watch it sell
I got to see that lie
you say what you’re going to say
you got to know it’s a bitter poison
sapping all of your soul away
… and this is the start of what was
it’s the end of something I did not want to end beginning of hard times to come
Or maybe, who’s the one always on your mind?
And who is the reason you’re living for?
Who’s the reason for your smile?
Everyone needs somebody.
And you know, everybody needs someone.
Well and yes it’s true!
Everybody needs a special kind of love.
And you’re the only one I’m thinking of.
You mean the world to me.
You are my only!
It’s not whatcha got it’s what you give.
It ain’t the life you choose it’s the life you live.
It’s only what you give, only what you give, only what you give,
It’s not whatcha got, a but the life you live.
It’s the life you live.
Going crazy outta my head, going crazy,
Outta my head.
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My fave selfie!! An oldie, but def STILL a goodie!
… why can’t forever be forever and nothing more?
hey you said you would love to try some
hey you said you would love to die some
got to get away from here
got to get away from here
miss the one that I love a lot
I miss the one that I love a lot
now I think it’s time that you let me know
so if you love me say you love me
but if you don’t just let me go
I can’t get my head around it
I keep feeling smaller and smaller
This was on my Christmas wish list. I NEED (needed) protection for my new iPhone 5s. I went high end because other cases/sleeves were either in the midrange $40-$60 or $100++ … and it was Etsy that sealed the deal. Prices were way too high for what you were getting, and who you would be getting it from. Sketchy-Etsy I say! Nothing replaces a trusted reputation from a 125 year old company. Ordering online from the UK is very civilized as well, never a worry. I’m still in awe, I ordered on the 18th (really, the 19th considering the time difference), and here it is at my front door on the 23rd before 6:00! Now, while I’m VAT exempt, and shipping was free (another thing; I scored free shipping with 2 days remaining on the deal, and depending on how you decipher their fees, if I’m considered USA, it’s £20, if I’m Rest of the World, it’s £30 … HUGE savings, woohoo!), but because it was delivered courier and not Canada Post, I’m not duty, tax free – was nipped for $34! Bloody buggers! It’s a thing of beauty, made in Italy … so mother ‘fn chuffed!
exquisite packaging; Nile Blue box, tied with navy grosgrain ribbon
gorgeous, gorgeous detailing
personal message from me to moi … embossed, no less
yes I am, Christina … yes I am! zenbaby
beautifully tissue-lined … the reveal
bespoke craftsmanship – made in Italy! I’m in love
a perfect fit; my iPhone 5s loves it too
I could be so content hearing the sound of your breath
the more I want you the less I get ain’t that just the way things are
love is the answer and you know that for sure
love is a flower you gotta let it you gotta let it grow
yes is the answer and you know that for sure
yes is surrender you gotta let it you gotta let it go
a beginning perhaps? the end, the start of something new? i dunno, trying to figure it all out re: my 1234th post, which also coincides (almost) with 4321 (years/months/days/hours – my time blogging). a hidden meaning, a hidden message? 4321 1234 … ready or not? here i come …
though I know I’ll never lose affection
for people and things that went before
I know I’ll often stop and think about them
in my life I love you more
I’m just as sane as anyone
it’s just a game I play for fun – for fun
well I’ve been living next to you my friend
but what kind of friend are you?
oh is it the beginning or the sorry end?
will I ever see it through?
now I’ve never been insane
oh what’s the game? Yeah I believe I’m dying
and don’t arrange to have me sent to no asylum
well it’s only a game I’m playing for fun
yeah I’ve been trying to fool everyone
So now you’d better stop and rebuild all your ruins
For peace and trust can win the day despite all your losing
danistrulytheman 