this aching heart won’t turn to stone
there’s a fire inside these bones
it was meant to be
i see your world’s still full of light
how could i ever been so blind
i still haven’t lost my fight
it haunts me in my sleep
i know only time would tell
if all the cards will treat me well
cause this hand that i’ve been dealt
keeps me wondering
so now here i turn the page
i’ve learned to silence all my rage
tell me who can really say
what will tomorrow bring
Well, I did eat my mortadella sammie at 10 am, then WAY too much unexpected and gratis Pizza Nova pizza at 1 o’clock… so Eddie, you better Vedder believe, I’m going hungry tonight!
As far as my plate being full; tonight, I fuelled and wash Baby Zen, did laundry too! Alarm is set for 6:15 (on day off, no less) in the morning, then tomorrow; dentist, insurance adjuster (sorry, I bailed on Barque, logistically and from my schedule timeframe, Starbucks made more sense, and will suffice), groceries (Highland Farms), financial advisor (fingers crossed you’ll be in the office on a shite Saturday), optometrist… culminating w/a icantbelieveisqueezedsuchashitloadintothese20hours peaceful, lovely, and joyful (and deserving, lol) brunch… on Tiff K‘s dime!
Fuck you I won’t do what you tell me
Fuck you I won’t do what you tell me
Fuck you I won’t do what you tell me
Fuck you I won’t do what you tell me
Fuck you I won’t do what you tell me
Fuck you I won’t do what you tell me
Fuck you I won’t do what you tell me
Fuck you I won’t do what you tell me
Fuck you I won’t do what you tell me!
Fuck you I won’t do what you tell me!
Fuck you I won’t do what you tell me!
Fuck you I won’t do what you tell me!
Fuck you I won’t do what you tell me!
Fuck you I won’t do what you tell me!
Fuck you I won’t do what you tell me!
Fuck you I won’t do what you tell me!
Motherfucker!
the sky was your playground but the cold ground was your bed
I said poor stargazer she’s got no tears in her eyes
but smooth like a whisper she knows that love heals all wounds with time
now it seems like too much love is never enough
yeah you better seek out another road ’cause this one has ended abrupt
i can’t feel this way much longer expecting to survive
with all these hidden innuendoes just waiting to arrive
it’s such a wavy midnight and you slip into insane
electric angel rock and roller i hear what you’re playing
it’s an orangey sky
always it’s some other guy
it’s just a broken lullaby
bye bye love
bye bye love
bye bye love
bye bye love
started this blogbitch september 17, 2009… 6 danistulytheman wordpress years strong and counting… 1650 prolific posts – if i do say so myself! another year, another milestone – time for lotsa danbackslapping… ya can’t keep a good man down! time for neglect from jealous cunts again too! i’ve always been bigger and better than ya, and i always will be!
and i only would do for you you what you do for me
I know only time will tell
If all the cards will treat me well
Cause this hand that I been dealt
Keeps me wondering
So now here I turn the page
I’ve learned to silence all my rage
Tell me who can really say
What will tomorrow bring
Just like a crow chasing the butterfly dandelions lost in the summer sky
When you and I were getting high as outer space
I never thought you’d slip away I guess I was just a little too late
don’t think twice say I’ll be around turn your back someone’s gonna let you down
you know that it’s true nobody led you on left that to you
now you’ll be alone when the sun comes up
your tattered little dreams and a broken cup
then you’ll have to trust yourself and don’t believe in anymore lies
you waste your time think too much really make a mess of the things you touch
poor little bird with a broken wing
better look around now you know your losing everything it’s just a game
thought you had it all lined up somehow that’s changed
now you’ll have to run and not get caught
and you’ll have to hide if you like it or not
then you’ll have to trust yourself and don’t believe in anymore liessomeday soon it won’t be long you’ll ring the bell but they’ll all be gone
they took your jewels and your statues too
left you with a pile of things you never learned how to use here it comes again
you showed us where it all began well here’s where it endsand you’ll be alone when the sun comes up tattered little dreams and a broken cup
then you’ll have to trust yourself and don’t believe in anymore
trust yourself and don’t believe in anymore
trust yourself and don’t believe in anymore lies
yeah yeah yeah
yeah yeah yeah
yeah yeah yeah
and it’s been awhile
since I first saw you
and it’s been awhile
since I could stand on my own two feet again
and it’s been awhile
since I could call you
and everything I can’t remember
as fucked up as it all may seem
the consequences that I’ve rendered
I’ve stretched myself beyond my means
and it’s been awhile
since I can say that I wasn’t addicted
and it’s been awhile
since I can say I love myself as well
and it’s been awhile
since I’ve gone and fucked things up just like I always do
and it’s been awhile
but all that shit seems to disappear when I’m with you
and everything I can’t remember
as fucked up as it all may seem
the consequences that I’ve rendered
I’ve gone and fucked things up again
why must I feel this way
just make this go away
just one more peaceful day
and it’s been awhile
since I could look at myself straight
and it’s been awhile
since I said I’m sorry
and it’s been awhile
since I’ve seen the way the candles light your face
and it’s been awhile
but I can still remember just the way you taste
and everything I can’t remember
as fucked up as it all may seem to be I know it’s me
I cannot blame this on my father
he did the best he could for me
and it’s been awhile
since I could hold my head up high
and it’s been awhile
since I said I’m sorry