Well, life is too short so love the one you got
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I don’t ever want to feel like I did that day
Take me to the place I love take me all the way
all dreams have died along the way. i coughed up the price.
i bought a cage.
rolling my “R”s!!
Listening to the greatest Maybe I’m Amazed version (on rdio – on repeat too) … from the Back in the U.S. album … w/my Grado cans cranked! I love it when Paul rolls his “R” (coolest part) … takes me back a million years when my father was teaching us Russian (un-coolest part). He thought Russian for real, and rolling “R”s is necessary/integral in its language … but I could never do it! I just couldn’t! And the more he showed (showed off) his ability to do so, the more I struggled with my lack of being able to. Thanks for the great song Paul … not so much reminding me of the douche-bag-dad I had!!
oh … Dear, Prudence … virtue is missing!
at times (more often than not) … my fat mouth keeps my skinny ass squirmishing!
my personal 50 years ago tribute, w/my fave Beatles song!
the sun is up, the sky is blue, it’s beautiful and so are you
you’re the only woman who could ever help me.
baby I’m a man, maybe I’m a lonely man
who’s in the middle of something
that he doesn’t really understand.
baby, won’t you help me to understand?
show me the power child
it gives me the butterflies gives me away till I’m up on my feet again
I’ve had a hell of a time since I went away
All dreams have died, along the way
I coughed up the price, I bought a cage
I’ve had a hell of a time since I went away
Don’t know when I died, or where to lay down
Gone, gone away
Yeah gone, gone away
God knows I’ve tried, I’m dyed in pain
Strong yet simple drive, the freedom to say
I’ve had a hell of a time since I went away
Homing on traces of light, that distance fades
Yeah I’m gone, gone away
Yeah I’m gone, gone away
So they say with time, we slowly heal
I caught a flash of your smile, through the fog of a dream
I’ll have a hell of a time, I clearly see
I can’t be by your side, I’ll see you when I sleep
Now you’re gone…gone away
Yeah you’re gone…gone away
Angel, angel, what have I done?
Why can’t I cross this river?
sometimes I can’t believe it I’m movin’ past the feeling
sometimes I can’t believe it I’m movin’ past the feeling again
meant nothin’ at all meant nothin’ at all … it meant nothin’
I found bliss in ignorance
I cannot take this anymore
Saying everything I’ve said before
All these words they make no sense
Everything you say to me
And I’m about to break
I need a little room to breathe
And I’m about to break
Over and over again
Just like before
I don’t wanna be full of hate for anybody but it’s too late
it’s the reason for my pain in a season to celebrate
well I can’t love you anymore I’m scared of the sound of it
and woman I just wanted more it’s the reason why I’m here
I tried so hard and got so far but in the end it doesn’t even matter
I’ve put my trust in you pushed as far as I can go
For all this there’s only one thing you should know
I’ve put my trust in you pushed as far as I can go
For all this there’s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard and got so far but in the end it doesn’t even matter
everyone needs somebody
who’s the one that makes you happy
or maybe who’s the one always on your mind
and who is the reason you’re living for
who is the reason for your smile
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a baby step in the baby grand scheme of things
How many of you really understand life’s meaning and experiences? I swear not too many! I see things occur, that to me are mind-blowingly motherfucking awesome, and others don’t see a fucking thing? And when, I try explaining to them what just miraculously happened (sorry, Tiff & S for the singling out; but you guys just stood there jaws dropped clueless), they STILL don’t get/see it – a double whammy missed life-learning opportunity, lol! I think most people are oblivious because the special people giving/sending us messages/helping us to understand, aren’t the people others usually give a second thought/glance to. Tip to y’all; quit ogling good-looking, well to do people, eagerly listening to all the bull-crap coming from their beautiful clothes wearing mouths! They don’t have any answers, look elsewhere, is all I’m saying. I do!
This snowball started rolling with my enrolling in a Community College (I graduated head of the class btw; prof told me so) course last summer. Even that, the way I found it online, its immediacy, the fact it wasn’t filled … the way it all fell into perfect place – all these things had special meaning, and I certainly wasn’t lost on it then, nor am I now! Fast forward half a year to last week, and my sit down chit-chat with my girl Jennie, offering her insightful wisdom, and in a matter of a few days, I’m able to accomplish what I wanted to, but hadn’t in all those previous months since I graduated (I did say, numero uno, eh, lol?)!! Stop reading and think about that for a minute! That’s some fucked-up powerful life shit going on … and I SEE it. I SAW it all unfolding in front of my very eyes! And while, I know this is only a baby step in the baby grand scheme of things, to me it’s a fresh start, a new beginning … Rome wasn’t built in a day bitches … And if ya’ll can’t see that, and its significance, then you don’t get what I’m talkin’ ’bout Willis!! TAGDNTOAG!!
What if I say I will never surrender?
aw aw aw aw aw aw aw aw aw aw juicy
see who can be your lover man
conscience bleeding in a song
guilty as the day is long
goodbye
yay you’re going to live for your own
you say you got all the sordid details
check out retail
watch it sell
I got to see that lie
you say what you’re going to say
you got to know it’s a bitter poison
sapping all of your soul away
but something that was not meant to be is done
… and this is the start of what was
it’s the end of something I did not want to end beginning of hard times to come
Who’s the one that makes you happy?
Or maybe, who’s the one always on your mind?
And who is the reason you’re living for?
Who’s the reason for your smile?
Everyone needs somebody.
And you know, everybody needs someone.
Well and yes it’s true!
Everybody needs a special kind of love.
And you’re the only one I’m thinking of.
You mean the world to me.
You are my only!
It’s not whatcha got it’s what you give.
It ain’t the life you choose it’s the life you live.
It’s only what you give, only what you give, only what you give,
It’s not whatcha got, a but the life you live.
It’s the life you live.
Going crazy outta my head, going crazy,
Outta my head.
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My fave selfie!! An oldie, but def STILL a goodie!
… why can’t forever be forever and nothing more?
just wanna be myself
hey you said you would love to try some
hey you said you would love to die some
got to get away from here
got to get away from here
miss the one that I love a lot
I miss the one that I love a lot
maybe just one more try
now I think it’s time that you let me know
so if you love me say you love me
but if you don’t just let me go
