Is it getting better? Or do you feel the same?
Will it make it easier on you now? You got someone to blame
Well did I ask too much? More than a lot
You gave me nothing. Now it’s all I got
We’re one. But we’re not the same
See we hurt each other. Then we do it again
And I can’t be holding on to what you got
When all you got is hurt
I focus on the pain the only thing that’s real
The needle tears a hole the old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away but I remember everything
What have I become my sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away in the end
You could have it all my empire of dirt
I will let you down I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of shit upon my liar’s chair
Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time the feelings disappear
You are someone else I am still right here
When you grab a hold of me
You tell me that I’ll never be set free
I swim but wish I never learned
The water’s too polluted with germs
Two pints of booze
Tell me are you a badfish too? Are you a badfish too?
Ain’t got no time to get old
Lord knows I’m weak
when you were young and your heart was an open book
you used to say live and let live
you know you did you know you did you know you did
Stuttering, cold and damp
Steal the warm wind tired friend
Times are gone for honest men
And sometimes far too long for snakes
In my shoes, a walking sleep
And my youth I pray to keep
Heaven sent hell away
No one sings like you anymore
I still remember every single word you said
and all the shit that somehow came along with it
still there’s one thing that comforts me
since I was always caged and now I’m free
LOVE this one … and the elevator music ain’t shabby either, lol. Big Me!!
I used to write letters
I used to sign my name
I used to sleep at night
Before the flashing light settled deep in my brain
I’ve seen old men crying at their own graveside
but I never seen nothing like you
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heard this the other day, the original version (must plead ignorance – never heard/knew of it) by The Move, not ELO – but still Jeff Lynne. Confusing, lol? Just listen y’all!! 😎
… passively too – maybe I was sedated, lol?! Truthfully – LOVED it!! Was nice (but strange for a change) not lifting a finger doing any work getting food on the table … ‘nstead giving the two runts full run – complete carte blanche of my kitchen … my domain. And I promise never to bring up the mess again, mentioning it for the last time (yeah, probably will , lol) you left for yours truly … and ain’t complainin’ (but it was REALLY REALLY messy, lol) … the meal was fantastic … and the break from the EXPECTED (just sayin’) dinner duties was greatly appreciated (and needed). You done good!! Should be a TV show ’bout you twos …
butternut squash, double smoked bacon & roasted red pepper soup …
smoked herring fritter (a la crab cake), arugula & toasted squash seeds (& curry sauce) salad …
pan seared whitefish, quinoa & roasted veggies, white wine & lemon, dill & cilantro reduction …
… AND the best part – dessert (no pic – sorry). Bread pudding with fresh blackberries & raspberries, drizzled with hot caramel & dollops of cool whipped cream. AND from start to finish – took 3 hours total 2 working as a team … kudos!!
this is in reference & response (with a bit of Skynyrd thrown in for fun, lol) to a lot of what I see lately, and my little bit o’ rubbin’ it in rebuttal re: previous post. too often too many have tunnel vision for nouveau-chic-cuisine that needs immediate braggin’ rights & blog love. not me. love my old school gems, love a good meal at a steal of a deal. yesterday was def a blog worthy meal. forgot to mention – working girl animatedly & emphatically told me I was gonna love it – yep, I did. + 2 soups + 2 buns + tip = $5.50. beat that foodiebloggingbitches.
where have you gone
a pretty smile that I can get into
it’s true I’m lost without you
why is it life turns out that way
just when you think you got a good thing
it seems to slip away
it’s warm outside no clouds are in the sky
but I need myself a place to go and hide
I keep it to myself
I don’t want nobody else
to see me cryin’ all those tears in my eyes
… sorry Jimi, takin’ ’bout Jehovah here … not that I endorse ANY religion, or prescribe to the concept of organized religion for that matter … ’cause I motherfucking DON’T … and I ain’t lookin’ for Holy Rollers to click [follow] so please don’t … it’s not like one’s better (or worse) than any other … and for the record, I’m affiliated with none … and PROUDLY lettin’ ya know. I do believe in a higher power, am extremely aware and attuned to daily occurrences in my life that are outta the ordinary and difficult to explain, and while not sure how to classify it … maybe it’s God, (or A God) … maybe not, I dunno, but I do believe there’s more to this (life, I mean) than this!! Today (in my eyes) was proof of it … and my first thought was … Sham … but thinking and rethinking it deeper and further, backpedaling to the beginning … realized it WAS Angelo who set the wheels of this wonderful day in motion. Thanks for comin’a-knockin’ when you did … and thank you for the literature, and good luck helping/guiding others in your noble pursuit. Hmmm, Angelo – that means Angel, no?!?! And in a life comes full circle, a yinn’-yangin’ pushme-pullme equilibrium spiritual kinda way … attribute today’s good fortune to you my friend!!
one-hundred-eighty-woohoo-smackeroos …
~don’t look at me~
every day is so wonderful
then suddenly it’s hard to breathe
now and then I get insecure
from all the pain I’m so ashamed
I am beautiful no matter what they say
words can’t bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
yes words can’t bring me down oh no
so don’t you bring me down today
you are beautiful no matter what they say
words can’t bring you down oh no
you are beautiful in every single way
yes words can’t bring you down oh no
so don’t you bring me down today
’cause we are beautiful no matter what they say
yes words won’t bring us down oh no
we are beautiful in every single way
yes words can’t bring us down oh no
so don’t you bring me down today
you’re ageless timeless lace and fineness
you’re beauty and elegance
you’re a rhapsody a comedy
you’re a symphony and a play
you’re an essay in glamour
please pardon the grammar
but you’re every schoolboy’s dream
you’re Celtic United but baby I’ve decided
you’re the best team I’ve ever seen
… or lack of Like … my WordPressbad-ass!! Comments too?! Zip, nada, zilch … motherfucking bupkis?!?! I’ve been really trying … trying to hold back this feeling for so long … we’re all sensitive people with so much to give … many sad sacks appear to have both in spades, leaving me scratching my head wondering how you do it?! ‘Cause trust me, I ain’t the biggest loser of the lot – motherfucking far from it, and I know you have loyal followings … ‘CAUSE YA KEEP TELLING ME, lol … and ya incessantly keep begging me to whore myself out, pathethicattempting adding to yer lists, LOL!! Me? My huge slice of humble-handsome-pie? … I can proudly count my true-blue backers on two fingers … ardent readers (ok, glancers … sideways too – at best, lol … but I digress) of myalloverthefrickenmapbrilliance … and if I were to lose those 2fingers … trust me (again) … one way or another … would STILL def-give y’all the 1finger salute!! 😈
seems to me girl you know I done all I can
you see I begged stole and I borrowed
I wanna be high so high
I wanna be free to know the things I do are right
I wanna be free – just me
why in the world would anybody put chains on me?
everybody wants me to be what they want me to be
… is why I’m easy – easy like Sunday morning
it’s a holiday … it’s a holiday
drinkin’ my wine wastin’ my time
hidin’ out in my rented dream
… oh yeah y’all … HAPPY THANKGIVING!! 😆
I know I know for sure
that life is beautiful around the world
rompin’ and a-stompin’ ’cause I’m in my prime
I know I know for sure
ding dang dong dong deng deng dong dong ding dang
I know I know it’s you
ding dang dong dong deng deng dong dong ding dang
… more trials, more tribulations – no quarter asked, none given … 1114 days/721 posts … the full motherfucking monty for y’all … and STILL lettin’ it roll …
now don’t you judge or question
you are broken now but faith can heal you
just do everything I tell you to do
Jesus Christ why don’t you come save my life now
open my eyes blind me with your light now
choices always were a problem for you
what you need is someone strong to guide you
deaf and blind and dumb and born to follow
what you need is someone strong to guide you
like me like me like me like me
danistrulytheman 